2020.03.28
♥ Minho's letter for SHINee World on Lysn
To my SHINee World-nim.
Victory!! This is Marine Corporal Choi Minho !!
Is my SHINee World-nim doing well? Are you guys doing healthily well as usual and thinking a lot about me~? I am worried a lot about you guys and missing you guys too which is why I am writing this. I am really worried and again worried. I am really sorry if news about me has been late. I am as usual doing really really healthily and working hard in my training, and for our SHINee World to be able to feel at ease, I am working hard in doing all of my duties in the military. It’s really okay for you guys to not be worried about me! Who am I~ I am Marine Choi.^^
I really miss Shawols a lot! I miss you guys and miss and miss you guys!! Before we know, the cold wind has passed and warm spring is already approaching~ Time sure is fast, it seems like they are passing by slowly. ^^ (I believe that you guys would know what I mean even without me saying it~)
Firstly, it feels strange and new to be greeting the new 2020 year in the military~ When I greet the years of my youth, there are mostly spent with my members and Shawols so there was a little sense of pity but with a promise to the forwarding days that we will be together, my sense of pity has been consoled!
There are so many things that happened to me over that period of time ~ I took part in various training (Because there are confidential affairs so I won’t write them down in detail~ Hope you guys would understand ! I believe that our Shawols will understand.. ㅠ) I made lots of memories and with the positive thinking to make myself stronger, I am spending each and every one of my days meaningfully. Also, I have been promoted to a Corporal from a Lance Corporal ~~ I feel really good and happy to be receiving lots of congratulating wishes from SHINee Worlds^^ I am just being promoted because of the time period so I am a little shy to have received those congratulate wishes. Even so, I think the responsibility on me is bigger now that I have gone up another level on the ranking so I think I would have to gain more strength for the remaining of my military life!
I am reading each and every letter that you guys sent to me with a really grateful heart and feeling touched, getting reminded of the memories while thinking that there were so many happy things that happened to me and there are this many people on my side^^ that I can’t help but feel proud while reading.
On the other hand, I am feeling very sorry that I am not able to communicate with you guys that much. I am really sorry and sorry again.
As I said, I really miss you guys a lot and am worried about you guys a lot too. I am curious if you guys have forgotten about our promise to meet again healthily!! I am really doing healthily well so don’t be worried and you guys must take good care of your health! Only then, my heart will be at ease.!
To be firm and continuously have a heart for someone is something that is amazing and difficult to be done as time passes by.
As we live, to remain a heart for so long and to be receiving support and worries like that for a long time… It’s really a great form of happiness and heart fluttering too, to be able to trust someone without any hesitation. Thank you for giving me this form of happiness and a sense of heart fluttering. I will definitely repay and repay again the happiness you guys give me! I promise you.
Regardless of when I hope you guys will spend a positive day with no regrets and without falling sick. I believe and again believe in you guys, I will always support you guys and I love you guys a lot. I miss my hope SHINee World.
2020. 03. 28 Marine Corporal Choi Minho
p.s I looked at the sky today. Even though the wind is slightly blowing and there are clouds in between, the sky was clear and high. Looking at the sky… there are many thoughts that filled my mind. Without knowing, I am smiling after feeling a mixture of emotions. I am hoping for every day to be happy and free from worries. You have worked hard today too and thank you. I love you all.
Lance Corporal era… I have not taken pictures as a Corporal yet~ I will show it to you guys soon~ ^^